i'm so lame

hi everybody.
do i even have an everybody considering i NEVER update anything here on this site. the reason is... i don't like the software i use to do all this stuff. it isn't very user friendly. to be honest, i suck at this web shit. porno, okay. websites, not so much. so, if anybody has any suggestions for me, please let me know, okay!


until then... here is an old poem i found. enjoy.

10.11.2004
The possibility
of endless passion
and eternal happiness
thrives still in my
optimistic
devil's advocative
way of thinking
you still sweat
at the peak
of my thigh
where it touches my
ass in that
sultry and slutty
attitude
you once admired
My patience virtue
in and out
like the grey
matter that
sifts over the concrete
sarcophagus sepulveda basin
I hold only myself
responsible for these
actions.
I long to be held and admired
for my beauty
which is deep and
layered and
complex and
unique and
intensely
enjoyable.
My flirtatious nature
adopted temporarily
to pass the time
I watch you dress
admiring your
beauty
Body as creative
as your talent
Visually stunning
I once revered
myself as your muse
now only to sit back
in the wings
awaiting your next
masterpiece
Applauding your performance
Demonstrating for
your encore, baby.